lies

so I’ve met a guy on the net..I lied to him at first about being single..I’m married but not happy..

I’m planning on getting divorced and to be happy one day..I want to be with him so fucking bad but I have to get the papers filed first..well I lied to him about everything…my jail time ,my work,my son…all of it..

trying to come clean to him..he knows almost everything about me…and we are so CONNECTED…

So now I’m him or he chose to help me out with the divorce ….I’m scared…I’m so scared…God if you can hear me ..send me a sign and tell me that I’m doing the right thing..

I can’t even have sex w/ my husband..he repulses me…He’s gotten to comfortable w/ me and has let himself go…so I’m out the door…wish me luck and pray this man loves me as much as I love him…