A Letter to God of a person having a hard time to find work and pass her board exams.

God, I am a sinner but here I am asking for your blessings and forgiveness.

My Lord God, I have doubted your power to change my life for sometime and I am sorry for that. I am now changing and I know and believe that you heard me so many times. Lord, I don’t know what else to do and I am having a really hard time to decided for myself. I feel like drowning on my own emotions. No one is forcing me to find and start working already but my Lord, my pride and ego as the eldest daughter in the family isn’t helping. Lord, help me find peace within your words and within myself, please help me find the work that I have been praying. I am doing this not only for myself but for our whole family.

Its getting darker in here Lord but I’ll hang on. I know I have you here in me and I believe in whatever is your plan for me Lord. Thank you Lord giving me enough strength for me to be here right now. Its all because of your glory and Blessings. And as I seek for that job, may you guide me and give me knowledge to be of good use to other people too.

Thank you.