Dear God for a long time now I have been alone, lying to make myself look better to others, being in constant fear of separation from you, not praying, in general not being a faithful and may doubts.
Please forgive me for all the sins I have committed against You, other people and myself.
Help me find direction, help me to have a relationship with You and to hear You when you speak.
I am afraid most of the time, I need your help and constant guidance in life.
Please help me God to do your will.