Dear God, I feel “left behind” recently seeing people living their life and moving on, getting married etc.
I know it’s not my time and I am getting there.
I know I have to be patient so you can give me more than what I can imagine and i will go into this marriage life and life in general “undistorted”.
I know I should have faith in you and you will always pull through but as a human, I can’t help the way I’m feeling right now. Please give me strength and courage to pull through and come out stronger/empowered. I also feel a bit like “did my friends forget me?” and a bit of a backburner friend recently.
I know it’s your doing to remove people who aren’t right for me but i know it’s healthier and better for me if these people aren’t in my life or there’s some distance between us but i’m not over it fully.
Please give me the strength and courage to get over it fully. I want to be over it fully that I don’t get affected if R doesn’t reach out to my anymore or if J & R talk & hang out with each other more or something like that.
Please god, give me the strength and energy and courage and empowerment to get over this completely. I want to be free from all of this. I know I have my own timeline and at the end of the tunnel, I will have unlimited abundance from you, God.
Thank you God for listening and please god, continue to lend me your strength.