God,

I know that I don’t need to write to You for You to hear me, but right now, I feel like I really need to express my heart to You in this way. Thank You for everything You have done for me—thank You for Jana, for the surprise of Kibet calling, and for the chance to see Peter. These moments were unexpected, and I know they came from You.

But Lord, despite these good things, my heart feels heavy. Maybe it’s because I didn’t hear what I was hoping for from Peter. Deep down, I wonder if Kibet will call me back—I have reached out, but I am afraid of the answers I might get. I also know that Peter doesn’t believe Kibet is right for me, and that makes me question everything even more.

Father, I ask for Your divine intervention. If Kibet and I are meant to be, I pray that You mold us into the best versions of ourselves, making us worthy of each other in Your eyes. But if it is not meant to be, give me peace and help me accept Your will. I am sorry for trying to interfere with Your plans at times—please remove any confusion from my mind and replace it with clarity.

Now, Lord, I also ask for focus and wisdom as I prepare for my exams. There are only seven days left, and I need Your guidance, concentration, and the best study techniques to help me pass. I believe it is possible with Your help. Please allow me to pass all my units when the results come out in January 2008.

I already feel better after talking to You—I always do. Thank You for listening, for loving me unconditionally, and for always being by my side.

I trust in Your perfect timing and pray that You keep my thoughts pure and focused until my exams are over.

Thank You again, Lord, for loving me eternally.

In Jesus’ name, Amen.