I can not. I ‘m sorry
Sorry God is the third note I am writing to you because I can not overcome the Evil Inclination and I am a true believer and I really try to succeed in overcoming the urge and every time again I fail I try with all my strength and nothing helps

I’m really sorry God I really regret Everything I did Even if I repeat the same mistake Please God give me another chance to try to atone for my sins I will try everything.
Sorry