why I feel the way I feel
Forgive me, God, for I have si, my last confession has been 37 years, the day I was married in 1970, I have been very cold with my husband of 37 years I feel that I am falling out of Love with him, I still have concern for him but not the Love that I had many years back, I have not seen other men or have had any other relationships, I just feel very empty with my feelings.
He is very dependent on me, from paying the bill to changing the oil in his car to washing his car.
He feels sorry for himself because of his illness. his excuse is that it is what keeps him from doing any activities, etc. he had cancer in his thyroid, and he says that because of the removal, he gets very exhausted quickly.
He does not have any goals for himself and has no worries just as long that I keep my job he will have medical insurance, that is his biggest worry.
This is why I feel what I feel, I do not have the man that I married, I have another child.
God forgive me in how I feel.
