Sincerely, Bei
Before asking for something, I would like to apologize to You for being a disappointment.
I’ve been having a number of negative thoughts. I’ve been having suicidal thoughts. I probably didn’t deserve anything good from You. I would like to express my deepest apology for You, Father.
On today’s test, which is really important to me, I realized how awful I was to You and to myself, which led me to deserve what happened today. Thank you so much.
For walking with me, staying with me. I’d never ask for a better Father than you. I really hope I can pass this test. I want to create a better future for me..
I’ll definitely want You to be by my side forever.
