Conflicted

I have dabbled in the occult, engaged in same sex activity, and masturbation.

I have to money from my parents.

I have taken the lord’s name in vain and spoken against the church.

I have engaged in gossip and calumny.

I tend to be two-faced and self-serving.

I have been lazy.

I have taken things from work and spent them frivolously.

I am a compulsive spender.

I am very conflicted spiritually and don’t always know what i believe but I always feel pulled toward the church, feel a hypocrite.