Conflicted

I have dabbled in the occult, engaged in same sex activity, and masturbation.

I have to money from my parents.

I have taken the lord’s name in vain and spoken against the church.

I have engaged in gossip and calumny.

I tend to be two-faced and self-serving.

I have been lazy.

I have taken things from work and spent them frivolously.

I am a compulsive spender.

I am very conflicted spiritually and don’t always know what i believe but I always feel pulled toward the church, feel a hypocrite.

How to Let Go: Real Stories of Forgiveness and Healing

  • Confession

    Bless me, father for I have sinned it has been one month since my last confession. I have had sexual relations that are not holy and unpure, I have angry thoughts towards others, i have unjustly blamed people and judged them, I have used gods name in vain, i have used drugs and alcohol in…

  • i sinned

    I admit that I am not as repentant as I wish to be. I’m still struggling with the conflict between my needs and God’s provision, as well as the desires of the flesh. I’ve committed far too many sins, but the ones weighing heaviest on me right now are these: I pray for God’s cleansing,…

  • Prayer

    Dear God, Regardless of what I say or confess, I know you read my heart. You’ve saved me before. You’ll save me again. I am not going to question your decision; just give me the power to accept it. Regardless of what I say or confess, I want to express my sincerest remorse and regret…