I am terrified. Please help.

Dear God: I am so terribly confused about what path to take to You.

I have tried many.

I am in debt, and I know I created some of it – but not all of it.

I beg your help in getting out of this and I beg that I not be evicted from my apartment nor my car repossessed – help me please, I beg you.

I am grateful for my apartment and my car, and most grateful for my two kitties – help me have enough money to keep feeding the homeless ones and find homes for them.

I am trying – it just never seems to be enough and I am terrified.

Please help.