Dear father.

I thank you for all you give me.

for all I have received and for all of my failures and wrongdoings.

But lord I feel as if I’m in the middle of a huge crowd naked screaming.

But no one hears or even looks at me! i thnk you for helping my mom get better and as she takes it step by step I know each and every day that you are with her, helping her through every erj and through every bad thought! lord, I’m confused and heartbroken i don’t understand what i did for dan to treat me this way.

he won’t even talk to me.

he acts as if i don’t matter.

I pray that whatever is wrong he will come to me and tell me what’s up.

and that we can talk about it work it out and have the relationship that we started out with! i couldn’t cry because it hurt so bad …

i need help Lord please help me! I have been running from you.

and I’m not going to do that anymore because I found out that i can’t run from you, your are always there for me and always will be ..

I just have to open my eyes and seek you and give you all my worries fears and nonunderstandings that i have.

you have me life to live it

.. not to hesitate with unshorentsys.

and its stopping now! lord, i love you more than anything.

you are not only my father your are my best friend and my teacher! please teach me help me and guide me ..

if I’m in wrong with relationships or with life help me find the person you want me to be with and help my wrongs become rights.

i know what be in your will be done and I trust you with everything I have! I love you lord and I pray for help! – your daughter brookie