How am I doing Lord?

Dear Lord, Been having my “cerebral conversations” with you. This is because I am literally alone in an area I have moved myself to, 4 provinces away from my child who is grown, and I am certain I was an albatross around her neck, but onwards…

After realizing I only asked and invited you into my daily life when I saw no hope, I wanted to change that up by Inviting You into my days on the daily before I ended up in tears…

you know, so I had a “friend” to be with me as I went about my days (which feel so heavy) and that way you would always be with me.

Rather like a “built in safety button” as I feel I make terrible decisions and am blowing all new and good opportunities in my new location. Here’s to sending you letters Lord, and I do recognize your responses, such as this, the letter writing and these internal certitude feelings that i have an answer, XOXO
mOI