The Darkness that I am in

i need help!! i am a addict

I am so sorry for the things I am doing it’s just that I cannot stop.

I am a drug addict, and I have been for the last 2 years.

I steal things from the people i love to get my drugs.

I’m slowly killing myself but don’t care enough about myself to quit.

I’ve cheated on my boyfriend with 6 different people, and I am so ashamed it’s just he cheated on me so i feel that I can do the same to him even though he had been faithful to me for awhile now.

I love him a lot and i don’t know why I’m doing this to him and myself.

I think it’s just that i don’t completely trust him so i feel i can sleep around and possibly find someone else before he cheats on my and breaks my heart.

How to Let Go: Real Stories of Forgiveness and Healing

  • what do i do?

    Byforgivenet

    Okay, my boyfriend and i have been dating for 7 months…Shortly ago, he got sent off(jail) I called and talked to his best friend, then went and stayed the night…everything just felt so great. He made me feel someone cared. Okay, my boyfriend was in jail for a week. When he got I realized I…

  • Why so sinful

    Byforgivenet

    Well, once again, I decided to sin big time all of a sudden. I live a good Christian life and then get a desire to sin sins I don’t usually do. What is wrong with me? Just out of the blue, I do stupid stuff like watch p, or look up evil stuff or masterb……

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    I’m sorry

    Byforgivenet

    Dear God, I’m sorry for existing and bothering you. Should’ve ended up myself somehow many years ago when I realized that you were too busy with building others’ lives and ignoring mine. But I couldn’t do so because of my family. I’m living as a loser and one day I’ll die as a loser. I…

  • I’m sorry, Laurie

    Byforgivenet

    Every night, I pray for your forgiveness and for God’s mercy for the pain I’ve caused your family. I know I didn’t build the coffin, but I deeply regret the role I played in sealing it shut. I truly hope he has realized his mistakes and returned home to you and the boys. I pray…