I am so sorry for the things I am doing it’s just that I cannot stop.

I am a drug addict, and I have been for the last 2 years.

I steal things from the people i love to get my drugs.

I’m slowly killing myself but don’t care enough about myself to quit.

I’ve cheated on my boyfriend with 6 different people, and I am so ashamed it’s just he cheated on me so i feel that I can do the same to him even though he had been faithful to me for awhile now.

I love him a lot and i don’t know why I’m doing this to him and myself.

I think it’s just that i don’t completely trust him so i feel i can sleep around and possibly find someone else before he cheats on my and breaks my heart.