The confession ?? I want God’s presence back in my life?? I just read really covers my confession, almost perfectly.

Except when I sin I totally do it on purpose, even on church days.

I know I deserve punishment, and ?? Boy!!?? do I get it!!! But I want to restart up my life.

In all honesty, I don’t really feel truly repentant I don’t know why! I wish I could feel different sometimes, not so hardened.

In addition to the before mentioned confession, I have problems with p,  and stealing drugs.

God Help!!!! forgiveness to start my life over would be appreciated too!