if this is your will, can you give me wisdom to know if I’m doing it right?
its been a while, but Im still hurting.
Sometimes I ask, what did I do to deserve it? Of all, you know how I endured and fought for everything, even.
Everything seems to be falling apart. It feels like I did not gain anything, not even respect, not even love, not even trust. People will never choose me
regardless of how much I chose them. Above all, they chose to hurt me in ways I wished not to. I’m tired. Can you just give me the strength to surrender everything because I’m tired of taking care of everything.
