I’m sorry, Laurie

Every night, I pray for your forgiveness and for God’s mercy for the pain I’ve caused your family.

I know I didn’t build the coffin, but I deeply regret the role I played in sealing it shut.

I truly hope he has realized his mistakes and returned home to you and the boys. I pray you can find it in your heart to forgive him—and, if possible, me.

Your boys deserve the presence of their father, and you deserve to have your husband by your side. I sincerely hope your family can heal with as little lasting pain as possible.

I am deeply sorry for the part I played in the breakdown of your marriage.