Let me live the life i pray for.

In this good evening hours. I wonder can my life change to things i always wanted to have. I believe god will say yes, but can those life come to me faster? I just felt a little small because I was doing nothing yesterday, today, or even the past few months, and suddenly, 2023 was going to end.

I dont want to just sit and stay at home again, but I want to go out, make friends learn some new hobbies go, get on a plane and travel or maybe just get out from this useless routine and work my ass off for something beneficial can i god.

Please, I feel like nothing, just life feels the same, and my journey is never interesting. I want to go out at night, have fun, go to museum travel to a few country learning talking to strangers be friends with someone, and have people to acyual talk with me about how my life was. I dont want to die with regret i want to die with blessing about experience everything.

Just help me change my life journey god cause i know god the only one that will help me please. I have done almost every pray that could change my life and i hope this one of those many pray that will atcually being hear by god.

Amen