for your son who died for me..

Father,

You know my trials and tribulations, the weight I carry, and the pain that fills my heart. I come before You humbly, seeking Your forgiveness for those I have hurt and for the ways I have fallen short—as a mother, as a wife, and as a friend.

Lord, please forgive me for my past mistakes, for the affair from so many years ago, and for the times I doubted that You would carry me through if I had only let You. I lay these burdens before You now, knowing that Your grace is greater than my failures.

Father, I ask You to step into my life fully, to take this weight from me, and to grant me the strength and courage to move forward from this divorce. Show me the path You have for me, and lead me in the direction You desire.

Please, Lord, if it is Your will, help me to keep my son. You know the depths of my love for him, and I trust that You will work all things for our good.

Thank You, Father, for being my true and loving Dad, for loving me unconditionally even when others do not. I ask You to take over my life and make it Yours. Let Your will be done in every part of my journey.

Forgive me for my sins—my lies, my envy, and my weaknesses—and help me to grow into the person You created me to be. Lead me to a church home where I can find community, healing, and guidance.

In time, if it is in Your plan, send someone into my life who will love me for who I am, just as You do. But above all, help me to become the mother You desire me to be, so that I may love, nurture, and guide my child with wisdom and faith.

And Lord, thank You for Your Son, Jesus Christ, who sacrificed His life for me. Through Him, I know that I am redeemed, and I can start anew.

In Jesus’ holy name, Amen.