Are you there for Me…God??

Dear God,

Yes, I believe in You and in the power of Your miracles. But honestly, it feels like I’ve only seen those miracles happen for others, never for me.

I made mistakes in my past relationship. My trust was broken, and the love I gave was met with dishonesty. I believed in him, and he left me, all because of false promises. I was the one who suffered—and I’m still suffering.

Now, I’m trying so hard to move on and begin a new chapter in my life. But God, can You give me another chance to believe in You?

Can You open the heart of the man my family wants me to marry—the man I also have feelings for? Can I have a second chance to win his heart? Please soften his heart and help him see me differently. It was all a misunderstanding, and I know I didn’t present myself well when his family came to meet me.

I’ve always accepted my faults, and I’ve taken responsibility for my actions. But in those moments, I never felt You beside me. I’ve never witnessed Your miracles in my life or seen my prayers fulfilled.

Why is that? Was my only mistake trusting too much, loving with honesty, and working hard with sincerity?

Sometimes it feels like You bless those who don’t live with honesty, while people like me are left waiting. It’s hard not to feel that way.

All I’m asking for is a second chance—to believe in You again, to experience one of Your miracles. Please, if it’s Your will, bring Praveen back into my life. I’ve liked him since the first moment I met him, and it would mean everything to me and my family.

Are You truly there for me, God? Please show me.

Amen.