i’ve me some reason to hold on.
A Cry for Help: A Prayer in Desperation
Dear God,
What on earth could drive a soul to the edge of sanity, making them believe that a letter written on the internet could reach the ears of the Almighty? Perhaps it is desperation, despair, sorrow, loneliness, fear, or the crushing weight of the unknown. Maybe it is the last flicker of hope, the final attempt to be heard, to believe that someone—anyone—cares. And God, I hope You do.
You already know what I am going through. You see my struggles, my losses, and the overwhelming burdens pressing down on me. You know I lost my job, and now, one by one, everything else is slipping away—the car, the home, my sense of security. The fear of what comes next is suffocating me, and I don’t know how much more I can take.
I am exhausted, physically and emotionally. The pain, both in my body and in my heart, is relentless. It drags me down and makes me question why I should keep fighting. I feel lost, forgotten, invisible. But even in this darkness, I am calling out to You, pleading for a sign that You are here, that my suffering is not unseen.
Lord, I need Your strength. I need a reason to keep going. If there is a purpose for my pain, reveal it to me. If there is hope on the horizon, let me see it. I beg You—help me, bless me, lift me from this abyss. Let me feel Your presence in my life, because right now, I feel so alone.
I don’t want to give up. But I need You to show me the way. Please, Lord, hear my prayer. Amen.
