I confess that I have a big problem with my lust.

Sometimes I masturbate, and I feel very bad for doing something dirty watch porn videos and do something wrong…

the worst part is when I looked for a prostitute in the past.

Now I don’t do that, and don’t masturbate frequently, but feel very guilty when I do it…

I did it minutes ago, and beg to God to forgiveness…

I feel afraid of being alone.

The only thing that control it is my addiction.

I smoke cigarettes, 8 per day, and, sometimes, I try to stop, but, when I try to stop…

I really can’t control myself…

so I use my addiction to avoid masturbation..

.the problem is I feel guilty doing the two things…

I confess I feel very sorry for masturbate, and smoking, and sadly I have to smoke until I can control my lust…

I beg to God for forgiveness and I expose my sins, hoping to forgiveness and asking for help to not fall in temptation again…