Yeah that’s right, I have picked up a new addiction.
I finally got off drugs, alcohol, women, and tobacco, only to pick up p as a new problem.
I watch p only about twice a week and practice sinful things..
I don’t like it but my damn duality takes over, what I mean is can go to church one minute, the next do the big sin and then volunteer or something like that.
That’s what I call duality.
I picked up this habit about a year ago off and on, but now it is a routine.
I need to stop, I know this isn’t God’s plan for me.
But he sure is slow on meeting my unmet needs.
I think that’s why I do what I do. I have given up on God.
And in some areas of my life I feel he just isn’t interested. Who knows…
God are you listening.
I want to change but I want you to be interested too.
God bless and forgive me and help all those WHO feel like I do.