And I saw you and got to talk with you.

Hey There God Guess what? I came up there to Heaven, well I think it was heaven.

And I saw you and got to talk with you.

You said my name errill and then you said sorry I have no arms.That was many years ago Sir,and there was me traveling threw time without the information that I came up there.

I believe I was 7 at the time so it was over 20 years that I forgot I woke up after my mother passed away in 2003 as if she came up there and then looked down and said ? Terrill  wake up and remember that you’ve been on the other side of the vail, Wow, father, because without knowing that I been up there, I was still able to think of you all the way threw and thanks it did me some good.

On top of that father God, I woke up to this information while participating in the community as a Gospel artist, what a story.

Yes, Father, I was a gospel artist of yours.

Thank you that I wasn’t anywhere else but there.

I wonder are you proud?

At the same time Father God, Life can be better, you see Father when I was up there while on the other side of the vail, I was asked  if I can get you something what would it be .

Father, I said A Girl.

Father, I still want that Girl in my life,Im very lonley when it comes to being romantic.

Father you gave me A vision about doing music for a career and I beleive I was to get here to 2007 as an pure virgin,so that my spirit would be musically inclined and powerful do to it a clean spirit when it comes to the topic of sex, But I get here to 2007 with only 30 years worth of unintercourse about for a year I wasw cut of by the devil I should say or do I take responsibility my self.

At the same time Father, I,ve been masterbating for quit a while I seem to see everysince 7 up to today at 31 years old.

I wish to stop.

And also I wish that The girl I asked for will finally come into my life.

Today its all there if it’s true I did see pastor mark in that vision, and here Im with him today all I need now is you to prove it for me.

In the vision I saw that you was going to make me successful threw him.

So befor I go is it really possible that I’ve been living for 31 years and havnt really had an girlfriend in christ yet, honestly I’ve only dated for two years worth.

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