I do care what I did to her. I love her with all my heart and I’m so sorry that I hurt her. If only she would forgive me, I would prove to her that I have changed.

When I saw the hurt I’d caused to her, I was so devastated.

I realized what a stupid jerk I had been.

I love her so much more than anything in the world, and the thought of losing her makes my heart literally hurt in my chest.

Please help me, God! Tell me what to do.

I don’t think I want to go on in this world if I lose her.

Please, God, please, I’m so sorry.

I’m so hurting at the thought of losing her.

I don’t want that to happen.

I cried half the night, and I have not eaten since.

I will not eat anymore because I’m fat.

I’m sorry for what I’ve caused.

When I looked at her crying.

My heart literally wanted to explode from the pain I caused her, and I’ve tried to beg her to forgive me.

Please, Please, God, convince her that I’m telling the truth to her.