Thank you for being my God!

I love You more than anything, and I don’t know what I would do without You. You have blessed me in so many ways, and I am truly grateful for every gift You have given me.

Lord, faith is such a wonderful gift. Without it, I would have nothing. Even though my anxiety feels overwhelming right now, the faith You have placed in my heart helps me get through each day. When my thoughts lead me to dark and restless places, I know I can always run to You and find peace in Your presence.

The tranquility You bless me with daily is beyond words—there are no human expressions that could fully describe the comfort and reassurance You provide.

Lord, I am desperate right now. You know that I love with all my heart, and my love for him is deep and passionate. Please, God, help us stay strong together. Keep temptation far from him, and shield our love from anything that seeks to destroy it. I have prayed this time and time again, but I come before You once more, knowing that You hear me, that You love me, and that You see my faithfulness to You.

God, why is he distant? Why is he not speaking to me? What is weighing on his heart? Lord, bring him peace. I know You reveal many things to him, but I pray that You also grant him clarity and tranquility. Help him understand the depth of my devotion to him.

Please, God, don’t take him from me. Please don’t let his heart drift away. Keep him safe from sin, from confusion, and from anything that would pull him away from Your will. Lord, help me bring him joy. I don’t want anything but the best for him, and I know I sometimes act without thinking about his feelings. But, God, You know my heart. You know how much I love him.

Marquise is my heart, Lord. I believe You placed him in my life for a reason. Please don’t take him from me, and please don’t let him be given to anyone else.

God, I know I ask so much of You. I know I come before You over and over, but I don’t know where else to turn. I long to satisfy You, Lord, but what can I, a mere human, truly do for You? How can I show You my love in a way that is pleasing to You?

Jesus, please bring my love back to me. I miss him so much. I need him, but more than anything, I want him to need me just as deeply.

God, keep him in Your sanctuary. If I am what he needs right now, make a way for us to be together. Help us find our way back to each other. Lord, I love You, and I am desperate.

Please, God—my soul is crushed. You created me to be his other half, and without him, I feel lost. Help me, Lord.

I love You, and I thank You for being my God.

Amen.

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