tRUST Please protect my heart from jealousy
Dear God,
I come to You feeling hurt, confused, and tired. My heart feels heavy. I trusted someone deeply, and when I found out he lied to me, it shook me more than I expected. It made me question not only him, but my own judgment and even my peace.
Lord, I don’t want to live in anxiety. I don’t want to overthink, compare, or feel insecure. I want a heart that is calm and grounded in You. If this relationship is not good for me, give me the strength to walk away. Please you come to me and tell me to move away from this cz idk what to do. idk if hes truly a changed person or just like that. If it is something that can be healed, give me wisdom, discernment, and patience.
Please protect my heart from jealousy and fear. Remove any bitterness growing inside me. Teach me how to forgive in a healthy way not ignoring the truth, but not holding onto anger either.
Help him grow into a man of integrity. Help me grow into a woman of peace. And above all, draw me closer to You through this. I don’t want this pain to pull me away from You. I want it to refine me.
Restore my peace. Restore my clarity. Restore my trust in You. PLEASE JESUS HELP ME I REALLY NEED YOU NOW. I KNOW MY FIRST RELATIONSHIP ALREADY FAILED NOW I NEED YOU. PLEASE GUIDE ME DONT LEAVE ME ALONE DEAR GOD. I WANT TO TURN TOWARDS YOU PLEASE HELP ME.
Amen.
