First, off Father God, I want to thank you for allowing me to meet you when I was young,I had a little accident and there within the hospital while they were stiching me up I skipped out and indeeded up within the vail while over there Father I saw you hovering in mid air looking an light bulb not pluged in but still with light shinning.

while there father the angel that was holding me flew me up to you and you said ??Terrill?? then you said sorry I have no arms.

Like I must of said in the other letter I wrote you I didnt recall this moment intill these days Im in now so for over about 20 Years I forgot about that night and what a bummer I probably could of had a better life then I have now by using that information that I’ve seen something behond reality.

But then sir I think I hurd the angel almost pretty sure it was the angel that flew me to see you.

over here on this side there while I was laying in my bed he said I have to take that Information from you and that he would give it back in the future if I show up there as A good person.

Well again I say ??if this isn?t self rightouesness?? I received the information right after I came from the channel 7 news live coverage,I was on there with my brothers of christ,we was rapping about your glory.

That must mean that angel saw that I handeled life as not an so bad christian and gave me that memory back that me and you father God met face to face.

I was 7 when the memory was snatched and recovered it there when 28 years old.

but real quick Father God it’s not about us two right now; Am I correct?it?s About your son Jesus, I have it all wrong ?? huh? sir, I mean Im really just counting on you to forfill my desire; just asking ?? no sir Im not going illetarate on you?? I should ask Jesus I bet.

Father when up there I remember you running exstreme fire oy yours threw my body if I’m correct what ever it was father it was the most love this spirit ever had felt during this lifetime experience that I recall.

On top of that just seeing the other side period I guess.

I wonder if I can get some of that down here Father Jesus and God.

Now time for the sad news.

well fathers? and my guardian angel and newcomer today my mother Yvonne Elizabeth Crookshank;thoes looking out for me from the Heavinly realms.

It’s not only been 31 years with out my wifey here for that good old favor but you guys when I was out threre putting my heart into my music when everythang was said and done today it just seems that I don’t get any credit and on top of that they spelled my name wrong on the first alblum then on the second alblum it seems they didn’t spell my name at all.

my third alblum must of flopped because not only won’t I take bold steps the spirit told me but Im un able to find it nor you father Jesus so can we cut the crap my heavinly friend and you bring me home so that I can complete my dream for real as a Superman ?? no ?? The superman please sir.

But honestly it’s over huh sir not un keeping the faith.

I mean I’m in church you guys waiting for an respond that this is my true destiny I fence to go on the road as one of thoes musicians I hurd these one congregession praying for Dear Fathers and mother help me please I’m really suffering down here and I mean bad for these romantic dreamy thoughts I have for all of my family memebers to live; and then theres her Natasha vs Wonder woman who’s gonna win.

Mother I mean well; I mean I goofed don’t you think? I feel a frog I leap for things I want but never truly get them because I’m not handsom I use to be I guess you that story it’s gonna take the princess to turn me back into a prince.

Father God and Jesus why do I feel Superman when I put my belt buckle on with the Superman S and my touched by Christ’s cloak’s bullet proof sweat T tight slim fit shirt on.

The feeling of it the Superman I am comes and go it kanda has me feeling wisshi washy.

But anyway I just praying for my blessing for me to happend and emmittely to secure me from pain please Sirs and Maims that watch over me from up top hurry HURRY.