still here

Forgive my heavenly father for my sheer ignorance and weakness.

I need you.

I don’t know what to do about anything.

Pray my daddy is resting in peace with my grandma and grandpa and aunt marie.

What do I do now? I keep falling off track with irresponsibility and making poor decisions.

Please forgive me for my wrongdoings and for not being a good lady.

I try so hard, but silliness gets in the way.

I need you.

I’m still here.