Forgive me for revealing family secrets

Forgive me “father” for telling me what you’ve done to me since I was a little girl.

Forgive me “father” for telling me how hard it was to have an abortion, carrying your child.

Forgive me “father” for telling me that you knew and did not tell.

Forgive me “father” for telling me that you sent me to him.

Forgive me my dear “father” for bringing shame on you by telling.

Forgive me my dear “father” for being angry at you for shunning me for it

. Forgive me my little sister for not believing that our brother was as hurtful as our father.

Forgive me “brother” for believing that you did not hurt our little sister.

Forgive me “brother” for not supporting you.

Forgive me “brother” for getting the punishment you deserve.

Forgive me my second sister for not being there for you all these years.

Forgive my dear sisters for being afraid to come closer due to my father.

Forgive me my dear sisters for abandoning you a ship during a storm.

Forgive me my dear “parents” for being born.

Forgive me world for my mere existence.

Forgive me for the oxygen I breathe.

Forgive me for the room I take.

Forgive me and forgive me again.

Yet I have a place in this world and I will hold on to it till my last day.

I will try to enjoy life as much as I can despite the unbearable financial difficulties, despite the shun, and despite everything? I am still alive.

I am strong and strong I will remain.

Stronger than my “parents” who were too weak to protect their oldest daughter.

Stronger than my dear “brothers” who were too weak to face the facts and preferred the easiest way out shunning.

Stronger than most people on this earth Strong I am strong You the readers should also be strong as much as you can and beyond that, since as immense your troubles may seem, there are worse troubles in the world.

Easy fast for everyone To my dear “parents” I conclude by saying: I will never forgive, perhaps god will, perhaps …