I’m sorry I can’t let go of what’s hurting me I can’t get away from what brought me down b/c somehow I fear I can’t be without those people who are not good for me they somehow have reserved a spot in my heart I’m sorry I complain and whine, and I’m sorry I don’t appreciate and make better for myself I’m sorry I’m such a dumbass and can’t see that is you all I need and with you, u can make my dreams come true…..

Even with that, as much as I will try, I know it will be hard I’m sorry for the hurt i know i will cause you and the disappointments in me you will see just help me I’m sorry for it all please don’t leave my side i need to fix myself and can’t do it alone god help me! please