i sinned
I admit that I am not as repentant as I wish to be. I’m still struggling with the conflict between my needs and God’s provision, as well as the desires of the flesh.
I’ve committed far too many sins, but the ones weighing heaviest on me right now are these:
- Stealing medication – I don’t want to do this, but I feel like I can’t function without them.
- Masturbation – I try to resist, but I can only hold back for so long. I deeply long for a spouse to help me with this struggle.
I pray for God’s cleansing, forgiveness, and for His grace, understanding, and compassion.
I truly wish I could do better. I genuinely want to live for God and serve others, but I feel so broken.
God, please help me! I am desperate for Your strength.
I would be deeply grateful for any prayers offered on my behalf.
Thank you.
