too much

dear god, i want you to forgive me for all my sins.

in 2007, January I transported drugs from the carribean to the Netherlands. my mum found out and it hurted her a lot.

Please forgive for that and for the sufering i caused my mum.

I also want to confess that two of my causin have made love to me.

I have had relations with other boys, have consumed drugs, all my money spended on alcohol and fun.

I want to follow a better life.

I don’t want to continue this.

please give e the strength and the power.

I don’t want to lie to my mum anymore, nor to my family.

Please give me power.

amen

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