I want to say so many things but

I want to say so many things but I just do not know what to start …
I remember once when I met you I thought everything would be perfect and that nothing would change
I want to apologize for not telling you how much I love you and how I did not treat you as a friend.
I’m terribly sorry about the fights we had and they were all because of me, I did not want it to end.
I do not know what to do.

I’m not the same person I used to be … I was happy and happy
Every second every minute I thought of you!
Since you left I was crying all the time, I can not forget you no matter what I do.
I’m just asking for another chance, to show you that I could be better, more sensitive, nicer than I was …
I love you with all my heart and soul.