Inner Expression

Dear God,
Thank you for giving me this opportunity to express my inner words, which I can’t express around my surroundings. I don’t understand how to express my words! I just want to tell you that I cant struggle anymore. I have given up. I have struggled a lot after my father’s death and I am still struggling. I don’t have any secure job or even money. my mother and I alive in my house, there is no one to help us in any critical situation.

Please tell me how can i manage it myself without my father.

Therefore, I just want to tell you that i need a government job in this year (2023) so that I will be grateful to you. pleas god help me otherwise no one is there for me.

Thank you