It happened ten years ago but

It happened ten years ago but I want to say sorry
Sorry I was not stronger in front of you,
I did not go when you threatened to commit suicide. I’m sorry I pulled it too long.
A year that pushed me closer to who was your best friend.
Sorry and I could not tell you that I love her and not you
That you keep me in fear and threats because I believed you would try to commit suicide.

Sorry for being so ugly.
I’m divorced today, and you’re confused and hurt
Sorry I was not strong enough to stand up to the truth
I hope that now that we are back in the same city I will be able to look you in the eyes.