love

Dear God – Please forgive me, for I have sinned.

I become such an insecure person who feels unworthy of your love, my family’s love, my friend’s love, and a man’s love.

I pray and I pray I think and I think I wish, hope, and dream for a life full of love and family.

I have claimed a ring for myself in hopes that the man I love will love me back and want to build a life with me and grow our family i have allowed people to think I’m happy and that have this wonderful future ahead of me with this man which in actually he barely knows I’m alive except when he wants to have sex with me and as much as I wish his affection was real I know it’s not it’s fake to get want he wants.

how do find love, when will you bless me with love, why must you leave me here all alone.

I’m so lonely and feel no man will ever love me for me and want to share a life with me. I know you Lord walk with me, but there are times I cannot feel you and my heart breaks as the loneliness sets in.

please forgive my lack of faith in your wisdom and almighty power.

please forgive for I am lost