For the past two years, I’ve been unproductive and it’s entirely my fault. Even now, I’m wasting time. I’m deeply regretful about my past actions and broken promises to do better. Now, I’ve run out of time.

I desperately need help. Please, guide me on how to avoid disappointing my mother and failing in life. I feel completely lost and trapped, and I don’t know how to find my way out. I want to start anew but I can’t bring myself to make promises anymore because I no longer trust my own words.

I want to study better, but I only have less than a month before my exam results are released. I’m terrified of disappointing my mother. My cousin scored full marks, and I’m here, scared of failing.

The past two years of lockdown have deeply affected me, turning me into a chronic procrastinator. I accomplish almost nothing each day.

I have the NEET exam in a month, and I feel utterly hopeless.

Please, help me.