Self reflect

Dear god.

Thank you for you kindness, but I cannot survive with these bills, with these life obstacles, with the hell I have to face from terrible people that want to harm me, with all their treatment and hate and disregard for me. I can’t survive this anymore.

I can’t put up with this anymore. I can’t do this. I don’t wanna cry and hurt anymore. God if there is a way, please I want to disappear, please make this go away.

Please please please help me. I just don’t want to wake up to this anymore. I don’t want to be here anymore.

Please help me to disappear. I feel unworthy and evil. I wish to disappear.