Lord- I am sending this to you bc in any fashion, can a confession or prayer be sent.

GOD- no one knows me better than you do, and I want to say that I’m so sorry for my addiction and not doing as I’m supposed to be doing, until the last possible second.

Even then, does it ever still slip through my fingers? I humbly ask for your strength, wisdom and passion for/in life.

For everyone.

I am ready and yet it is myself that holds myself back.

I need you, God!! Ever so much do I pray for everyone and myself to you Lord.

Your child, John