This is truely the site for sinners and confession
I just read through about 20 confessions… and now, it’s time to add my own.
Like many others, I struggle with porn, and it leaves me feeling dirty ashamed.
Yet, if I’m being completely honest, there are times I just don’t care.
It’s like I go numb.
Besides that, yeah I masturbate, like a lot of people do.
But I’ve also sworn, gossiped, talked behind people’s backs.
In the past, I’ve stolen, drank, done drugs, and smoked.
The good news?
By the grace of Christ, I’ve grown beyond most of that.
He has helped me truly.
But one struggle still lingers sexual needs.
I call myself a “born-again virgin," and yet the unmet needs feel like a war inside me.
I know that sex is meant for marriage.
But for me, that feels out of reach.
I’m older now.
I’m heavier.
I’m still dealing with the fallout of poor choices from my past.
And marriage? It seems like a dream I may never live.
Even so… I still believe.
Because I know all things are possible with Christ.
So here I am, Lord an angry old sinner, still struggling, still showing up.
Still hoping You haven’t given up on me.
Still asking:
God, please forgive me.
Please help me.
Please heal me.
And please don’t let go.
