husband we did not listen and

i am 25 year old and this is my 2 marriage but somebody told me bad things about my 1 husband for 3 years but i sep.

for he that we can work thing out but we fight so much and I want to he brother i can tell to he but his brother but he not listen and then 2 years past i start a nice he was church go and he love so much but i love he but i love one husband (i know in my heart we together) i drove my first husband and i marriage again.

my first husband he tells me to love he me back i say no and then i find out my one husband marriage that girl he on me with and then he is sad and i am sad.

that girl is cheated with girl and man and take the money and i ask her forgive me and my first husband we did not listen and