I am so unworthy, God

I feel so hurt and unworthy and guilty.

I am ashamed of my past and because of it I am hindered in pursuing future relationships.

I feel that I am not a true Christian and will never be no matter how hard I try.

I have made radical changes, and I believe they were through the grace of God alone, but when will I be good enough? How can I ever be good enough? I am ashamed of my family and my living situation.

I feel no one will love me if they knew where I’m from.

What I’ve been through.

I need you Jesus.

I need you more than ever.

Help me to be honest with myself and those around me.

Allow me to discuss my pain and overcome it.

Give me the strength to be vulnerable.

How to Let Go: Real Stories of Forgiveness and Healing

  • Lust and addiction

    Byforgivenet

    I confess that I have a big problem with my lust. Sometimes I masturbate, and I feel very bad for doing something dirty watch porn videos and do something wrong… the worst part is when I looked for a prostitute in the past. Now I don’t do that, and don’t masturbate frequently, but feel very…

  • I am going to lie

    Byforgivenet

    Please, God, forgive me and understand that I choose to lie in order to protect my mother’s memory and to protect myself. I even ask you to give me the strength to do this before others in court. Please forgive my selfishness, my pride, and my cruelty. Please remove the darkness all my sins have…

  • blame, sorry,

    Byforgivenet

    When my mean “ma!” is abusing me and when I feel she just pisses on me in general, “for she is a servant of the dark side”, she loves no one but herself. To get her back, i eat asparagus (to have stinky pee) and pee in a bottle and pour it on her bed…

  • unrepentant

    Byforgivenet

    I sincerely confess before God and everyone that I am truly struggling with sin. I find myself unrepentant at times—not because I want to be, but because I am weak and often give in to sin without resistance. There are certain sins I just can’t seem to let go of. Though I honestly don’t want…