Dear Heavenly Father,
Hello God, it’s me again, Eli.
The child who would always go back and forth to you. I’ve been doing well, but also been doing horrible.
Father, I got back to smoking again. It’s my only way to relieve the stress in me, I want to let go of it but can’t. I apologize that this is my new habit, Father.
Father, you do also know that I am a comphet, I am not supposed to like girls because I am a girl myself.
Father, I hope one day you send me a guy that is suitable for me, because honestly with the inability of me liking men and my urge to not like women, I think I’ll just stay single for the rest of my life.
Father, you know about my financial issues too. I’m so lost, it hurts. It hurts to know that I’m literally a 17 year old who knows absolutely nothing of what I’m about to go through when I’m an adult. I need a fee for choosing a University too, and I need to pass my UTBK examinations that I will be willingly choose to study in.
God, I genuinely need your help. I’ve been going back and forth to doing good and bad things, however I thank you for still controlling my life and still keeping an eye on me, making me go through you tests of patience, otherwise I would have done worse than just smoking. I humbly Thank God that I’m not insane enough to do ‘free sex’ or doing drugs.
On my soul, Jesus, I would NEVER do that. Please God, Please Jesus, please guide me once again.
Hallelujah, Amen.

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